Last night I went up to 3 chemo pills. A lot of the strife is mental. Every time I go up I really struggle with not wanting to do it. Like an internal temper tantrum. It’s not fair, it’s not fair! Next week I will be up to four pills and I will stay there until my lab results come back to see how much is staying in my system. My levels of chemo and levels of steroid (because of the adrenal gland issue) will be analyzed each month. I am really tired, but I have also been sick, so it is tough to know what is the chemo and what is recovery from surgery and what is being sick with the crud! But my nauseousness has gotten better. A lot better, which is wonderful! My appetite is still low, but I don’t think that is a bad thing – I would like to stay in my new size 6 pants! =)